A lot on my mind...

Well, I've got a lot on my mind. To begin with, my cousin's moving in with her boyfriend. Fun, fun fun. Not so much. Secondly, I'm trying to sort it out. Feelings, concerns... where does everything end? Its ridiculus. Seriously. When does friendship cease, and something more begin? How can you keep your rules and standards, your morality and self-control, when everything inside of you screams out against everything? My friend has decided that dating someone is important... not unusual, I suppose. But how am I supposed to fit into the picture now? Another friend is struggling... with his identity, I suppose. I can't help but feel that if he tried, he could see himself the way others see him. Oh well.
However. It's almost Christmas (good on many behalfs) and my computer is my present. Yippee! And, of course, it's a chance to reflect on the birth that began it all... and the death that would bring life. THANK YOU JESUS! Without him... where would the evidence be?